Oprahs repeat show last week on couples in the lifestyle has, as I expected, caused a big stir on her message board. Links to her website and the show are below.
Before I get to what's on my mind, im still dusting sleep from my eyes....
It's 6:19 and way too early in the morning for this night owl! Most of the people in Vegas are going to bed but hey..I gotta day job. :-(
Damn Vegas allergies, even with meds, wake me up early everyday plus I'm working on various web projects which keep my mind racing that even when I sleep I seem to be awake.
I was laying in bed thinking..."Am I stranged or what?" Here I am a divorced man about to turn 39 and I have NO porn collection and rarely visit the topless bars in VEgas!
Confession time -
I have, I think, a total of 1 porn video, it's an illegal compellation of crappy rented porn from several years ago
1 porn DVD that I got for FREE at a site I discovered on the internet, actually I got 15 of them as I was auctioning off the rest on that eBAT thing. Only had to pay a small postage fee for the DVDs.
I'll check my resources later and see if I can find the site I bought them from. They used to have overstock freebies of DVDs and I'll post the info so you can pick up some cheap porn if you like.
Oh..and here I live in sin city, with some of the hottest fucking strippers, and can almost count on one hand the number of times, and dollars, I've spent this past year.
Have I lost it or what?
Years ago I was married to a sexually frustrated woman who had too many hang ups about sex. I cut her some slack, when I should have been a man and confronted her with her bullshit, because she had issues from her past. Truthfully the bitch should have dealt with her issues instead of use them against me and to hang me out to dry!
Before the hair on the back of my neck stands up even thinking about her shit again what I was getting to is....
Adult movies, vibrating toys, strippers and masturbation, were such a bad thing and so forbidden that I could not get enough when I was married.
I snuck around to the stip bars whenever I got a chance and had a small porn stash. Even then I was never addicted but maybe using it as a means of escape because I married a manipulitive hypocrite.
The old the more it's forbidden the more you desire it kicked in because after about 6 years of being divorced and single I have little desire for my dear old porn.
Sure I have times I watch some internet porn that I downloaded but it's rare.
Also there are just too many things that bring me much more pleasure and enjoyment.
WHAT? Yes I dare say that sex is not what I do and think about day in and day out. When I read articles and visit adult sites online I sometimes think..."Dont these people do anything else? Do they have a life outside of porn?"
I suppose they do but you have to keep on topic and if your sites about porn or adult industry you gotta kick it out because that's why the folks are here right?
Well, im sure they are alot like me in many ways because we've jumped on the podcast bandwagon and started this adult blog.
Maybe I have just moved over the years from a voyer to a exhibitionist and practitioner.
Once I got into the lifestyle and swinging with girlfriends I think my appetitie for porn died out.
Being a Las Vegas swinger is a hell of a lot more fun than buying young slut porn magazines and watching Lucy Goes Wild.
Personally I would like to enjoy more lifestyle parties and adult events here in Vegas however Jamie is hit or miss. Sometimes out of the blue she's ready to go find her a chick to eat her pussy and play with and other times we stay tame.
It works for us right now and it keeps me grounded and focussed on doing other things besides have sex with other couples.
This week I've posted little as I have been working on a NON ADULT internet based video project.
A few more things to tiddy up then I will share it with you.
Ok,,i started to continue this post but..i'll save it for later when I give you access to my latest project.
Later!
Jim
